I am just a strange person ... or so I have been told. I am positive for the most part. You always have to look at the positive on everything ... but damn can I bitch! I have amazing children, an outstanding husband ... who cares that the friends I choose are worthless. Because in the end, what I have at home is better than any thing else.

I prefer to vent it all out, I guess keeping it all in is damaging to me as a person. Don't get me wrong, I find a lot of positive things in life ... I tell my kids, blow off your steam but look for the good in everything. You will learn from the mistakes & the negative. There is always some thing to learn from in everything ... a bit on the creepy side when you think about it. But it is true.

A friend ... her & I have had our ups & downs ... told me bitch if you want, I am a good listener. What's the point? First she is friends with one of the people I have a issue with (ouch that can be a problem), she's in school to become a lawyer, she getting ready to get married & last but not least "WHY???" Misery does not need company ... you vent, get it out, & then it done & over with. "Ta-Da & Ta-Done" Then do a freaking Jig. It makes you feel better that you got it off your chest or shoulders ... so you are not holding on to it. Yes, there will be times when it REALLY bothers you, because you are human -- that is called emotions, deal with it.  Bottom line, you vent ... then you look at life & see the positive you have around you.

Yesterday was perfect day to consider it ... the bathrooms at work pretty much blew up. Shit every where ... I had to clean it up. Out the toliets & out the floor ... I was pretty angry (that's putting it lightly). Took us about 1 1/5 to clean them up. Then a customer made a snotty comment about it ... wrong thing to do. YET I smiled  & tolde her that 'Sometimes in life we have no control on what happens to us. But I hope she has a pleasent night.' I thought she was going to hit the floor ... after all I was so sweet & kind, while she was such a tart!   I am guessing she won't be so snotty to any one again!!! (me, I hate those restrooms & I hope the next time that woman is in there when they go BOOM!)

Venting is good for you as a person ... for me, it is really good. Otherwise I would either go completely nuts, not that I am that far from it. Or I would becoming a hermit!

5 Positive Things (Aside from my Children & my Husband):

I have tomorrow off

I am going to clean house

I am going to watch movies, as well

I get paid tomorrow

I remembered to get a corded phone for my house (yea I am the weirdo who only has cordless phones)