There are times when you just sit back & wonder ... what is really worth all the time you have put into everything. You bust your arse at work, pay the bills, come home to clean the house, do grocery shopping, deal with the world ... when all you want is 30 min of peace & quite. Let me tell you, is it really worth sitting on a bridge protesting a war that you cannot give a good reason not to stop? Is it "fair" to tell me I cannot "punish" my children in the manner I choose to providing I do no harm to them ... even though YOU don't agree with how I do it?

I am in one of those damn horrid moods. I had some horrid little twit tell me "you cannot do this" Just who in the hades do you think you are??? I told my son that he could not sit upside down in a chair because it was inapproaite in a bank ... who are you to tell me that I have no right to tell my child what is inapproprate? For the most part they behaved, & I told them that. I just do not agree with them sitting with their feet sticking straight up in the air & their heads on the floor!!! Do you know what could be on that floor???
Then we go into the cell phone place, the rule there is you do not touch anything. They did amazing, but one of my kids walked out the fire alarm door -- I told him that he went out the wrong door and next time he need to follow me because that door is only for when there is a fire. Another customer "how can you talk like that?" WTF .. talk like what?? In simple english, so the child can understand it?? I told my kids to get in the truck, once they had, walk up to her ... then I turned in to the damn witch from hades. I asked her exactly what she was talking about, WHO she thought she was & if she REALLY wanted me to talk like something she could continue to OPEN her idiot mouth. Because the only FOOL I had seen that day was standing right in front of me. My child made a MISTAKE, but unlike her ... his was HONEST. I watched this woman go from pale ass white to beat red in 10 sec. The poor cell comp though they were gonna have to do something.
I looked at them, "I am sorry that he set off your alarm. And sorry that this fool caused you an issue in front of your store." Turned & walked to my truck ... when home. (I had enough of people.)

Then I get home, we all have chores to do. So far I am the only person in this house who is capable of doing them. When I comes to "Who gives a damn?" I have hit that point ... because tonight I am going to sit back, enough watching my movies. Having the most relaxing night of my life ... not lifting finger. I will have everything I need right beside me, and my kids in bed ...

5 Positive things:

* Got my hair cut

* redecorationing house

* getting new laptop

* going on 2 week vac in 1.5 weeks!!!!

* convinced my kids to cut their hair ... LOL they just don't know it (yet)