I talked to my husband because all in all he is the one person I talk to everything about. Finally I got to talk to him about every thing. I told him what has happened in the days since he's been gone. (Now given I have been able to give him the positive & the negative ... give me credit, I am not going to tell him only the BS.) We talk about the "friends" ... and during this time he asked me if I knew that one of the ones pregant was in the hospital because of contractions!

WTF ... they can call 2 states a way, when her husband is still here but cannot call me? Call me a bitch but I have driven to the airport in the middle of the night to pick these people up when they failed to ensure they had a ride back from it. When I mean middle of the night we are talking I had to be there at 1am! Ever drive to Sea-Tac at that time? Pick up 2 sick adults & a sick child ... drive them back home through pouring rain. When he told me that I simply blew (kaboom) ... I told him every thing that I had been feeling. From when I was down with a migraine, to the days I was out cold ... to the inconsideration. To the fact that they want me to watch their children but have no consideration for what happens to my children or to me. (Given the fact that my kids are capable of caring for all of us & have proven it.) They want me to rush to see them in their damn hospital rooms, or watch their children ... but when it's a turn around situation it's a different story. Let me tell you the stories I hear.

I had 2 phone calls when I had a migraine & was out for 2 days ... 1 from my friend & the other from where I work. Other "friends" knew of what was going on but they didn't bother to call ... yet they claim to be such good friends of mine -- when they want something.

I basically blew up, I was angry before that happened. But to be honest, after that was the final straw. It's there, I saw it happening & I knew it was going to happen. I had just been asked to help when a vehicle get's taken to the shop ... to check in on another wife. Yet those tarts don't even consider to call on some thing like that. I still haven't recieved a call, & this happened yesterday. Not one person has bothered to call me about this or even let me know any thing ...

But I am to follow some one to a autoshop, check on another wife ... hmm, seems to me that if you want something from me any more you need to start either paying me for my services or get over your bs attitude problems. I don't much care for anyone who thinks they can use a person.

They way I see it ... you meet people in life. You have a choice, you can either treat them how you want to be treated or you can leave them alone. Now, if they want to me to treat them like they have treated me ... they have started talking to the wrong person. Years ago, yes I would have done that ... but as I have gotten older I have matured -- obviously some have not. Doesn't mean I won't curse you up one side & down another when you anger me ... & I am betting that 90% of my husband battery heard me too.

Only problem is, I stand by what I say ... even if it is in anger. Especially in this matter. I will be honest, I didn't say anything harsh about them, but I was wanting to know who they hell they though they were. After all, last time I check they were just as human as I was & that makes them my equal.

In the end, I think I blew out a lot of my steam on that matter with my husband. The anger is still there but not as harsh as it was. Will I go to the auto shop ... that's a joke with in it self -- when I take my own car, that is when I will go. Will I check on any wife -- when I look in a mirror to brush my hair. (ouch that hurts, doesn't it?) Will I watch any ones kids -- only my own because they are what truely matters.

In the end if it angers anyone ... they cry to their moms or their husbands ... it won't break my heart. I have been hurt enough by them.